It is the last day of August. In a little over a week, it will be my birthday. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am still trying to wrap my brain around that. I swear we just entered August.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This week was a little harder than last week. I am feeling fatigued with no end in sight. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is the unknowing that is getting to me right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There are things that are clearer to me like how Caroline\u2019s school day is going to work and how we are going to get her there and back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But there are other things that are still really murky and scary and some getting more so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The Y is now open but under restrictions that I have to go and sort out what they are because they have contradictions within them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I think I am frustrated because we still have no idea what is going to happen next. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I do know that I am getting a flu shot this year. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I did get things done this past week, but I don\u2019t feel like I did enough. I keep telling myself that whatever I get done is enough, but it is not sticking in my head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Part of it may be mental fatigue affecting my body. Part of it may be physical pain causing mental fatigue. It is like a snake eating its tail. My mind\/body connection is not being kind to me right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am going to take a step back and regroup. I can tell where my mind is at and I need to do some self-care to get myself back to normal or whatever passes for normal these days. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Peter is taking Caroline to visit her cousins in Connecticut for a while. They have a camp site and camper they are living at right now, so I am sending my child off to summer camp. The house is going to feel different now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Today I am finishing up Friday Night Workmanship contest judging. Then I will get onto the next thing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I will survive and thrive even against the odds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am grateful for opportunities for Caroline.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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