{"id":7370,"date":"2020-08-19T09:16:06","date_gmt":"2020-08-19T14:16:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/?p=7370"},"modified":"2020-08-19T09:16:06","modified_gmt":"2020-08-19T14:16:06","slug":"rtbcki-wednesday-august-19-2020","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/2020\/08\/19\/rtbcki-wednesday-august-19-2020\/","title":{"rendered":"RTBCKI Wednesday August 19, 2020"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Day 43 of the Cautionary Tale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Considering how much sleep I got last night, I do not feel rested.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Today I am getting my eyes checked since it has been a couple of years since that was done. I am hoping to get some answers about what is going on with my right eye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The rest of the day is fluid. I am going to do what I feel like doing or where the day takes me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anime NYC is a no go so we will try again next year. That will make this year consist of one convention and no Disney properties.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I think there is rain in the near future. The clouds are moving fast.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We are on the fourth season of Legend of Korra. It is very different from Avatar the Last Airbender and I like it better. The complex issues they tackle are actually relevant to what is going on today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I think painting rocks may happen and I want to make some paper dolls to send out to my art friends.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I really want to get some new puppets and plushies done. I have no idea what it is so hard for me to just sit down and work on them, but they stay in the abstract.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am frustrated with me right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We have been watching the Democratic National Convention. I do agree that AOC should have been given more than a minute to talk. I have a feeling this is not the last time we will be hearing from her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We got our author copies of Bad &#195;&#353;&#353; Moms. I am quite proud of my story.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I need to write some fiction again I feel like I am sabotaging myself. I feel a weight on my soul that is making me feel guilty for not writing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I keep telling myself that it is the situation and what is going on in the world and I can\u2019t feel guilty about what I cannot do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But my squirrel brain is on overdrive and won\u2019t slow down. I am going to try to hand it a metaphorical nut and see if I can get it to slow down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Right now is a weird time and I find myself at a crossroads with more paths down the road I feel like if I can just navigate my way down the right path. I am going to give myself permission to turn around if it is not working.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I did feed my family this morning and got a few other chores done.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am grateful for things that break the cycle of doubt within.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Day 43 of the Cautionary Tale. Considering how much sleep I got last night, I do not feel rested. Today I am getting my eyes checked since it has been a couple of years since that was done. I am hoping to get some answers about what is going on with my right eye. The [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7370","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7370","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7370"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7370\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7371,"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7370\/revisions\/7371"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7370"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7370"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kathwp.malibulist.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7370"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}