Day 68 of the Homebound Saga I wanna go back to bed
Posted By Kathleen David on May 22, 2020
So far this morning I have had to deal with plumbing, cat barf, and my coffee pot malfunctioning.
Thus, I want a do over on the morning.
The cats are enjoying the open windows. For the first time Phoebe has joined the group for the first time. She avoided the open windows, but I think Mewlan convinced her it will be OK. She is watching the birds with great fascination.
I have a lot to clean this morning and I don’t wanna but I will be an adult and do it.
Come to think about there is a lot I don’t wanna do today.
I don’t want to think about all that is going on around me.
I don’t want to think about everything that is worrying me.
I just want to turn off my brain and live in the moment.
But that is not how it works for me.
My brain is always going at a rapid pace. Getting it to slow down can be a real pain.
I think I am going to have to give meditation another try. I haven’t been able to do it since this whole thing started. I have to give myself permission to take the time to do so. It will be hard to start but, if I can get it rolling again, if I can then I think I will be in a better place.
Off to be an adult before I can play with my inner child.
I am grateful for things that do calm my brain.
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